grace (n): the free and unmerited favor of God, as manifested in the salvation of sinners and the bestowal of blessings.
A lot of times we (myself included) think we deserve grace, no questions asked. Sometimes in life, it’s almost as if we get in a certain situation or frame of mind and act before we pray about it. Our number one go to is God. He supplies our needs. It may feel as if our friends, our family, and our coworkers supply us with everything we need but I assure you those things do not come without that bond with God. As christians we don’t have rights to anything. Everything we are given is given to us by God. Yes, God gives us grace but that does not always mean we deserve it. Ephesians 4:7 says “But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it.” God allocates grace for everyone who believes in Him.
Getting and feeling God’s grace goes hand in hand. Think of it as a grace-flow, as my Pastor puts it. Being generous allows us to experience things we never thought possible. This is through God’s grace. Avoiding generosity disheartens your relationship with God. As my Pastor said one morning, “Generosity is based on the overflow of God’s grace and love.” I know being generous is tough at times. Why would you want to be generous to that friend who blew you off by canceling plans at the last minute? Why would you want to be generous to the homeless person asking for help or money when you’re working hard and living paycheck to paycheck? Why would you want to be generous to that coworker that you know isn’t trustworthy? Why would you want to be generous to that person who always tries to turn your world upside down? We’ve all been there-in that situation where we just feel resentment or even hatred towards another person. Yet we still think we deserve grace. Why should we deserve God’s grace if we have these negative feelings towards others, some of those being people we really don’t even know?
So how can we get and feel God’s grace amidst all these things standing in our way? Simple: Love. Forgiveness. Tenderness. Helpfulness. Things we are all familiar with, yet often find it difficult to do. I struggled with forgiveness for months. I had that feeling of hatred towards a person that I knew I shouldn’t have. Yet, I still could not find it in my heart to forgive them. Each time I would feel God’s grace flow through me and God tell me to forgive (which took ALOT of prayer by the way), this person would do something else to bring back all those emotions, including anxiety, I thought were gone. So the cycle began again. I felt the anger, the hatred, and the refusal to ever forgive them. I kept praying. Prayer warriors were praying for me. Then it hit me. God poured his grace into me and I accepted it wholeheartedly. Everything after that was a piece of cake. Forgiveness came, resentment left. Love came, hatred left. Then grace-God’s sweet, amazing grace-it began flowing through me like never before and I find it so much easier to steer away from those pressing questions. I’m not perfect; I still have those thoughts, but they’re brushed away thanks to God’s grace.
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” -2 Corinthians 12:9